A phone call:

She: where have you been?
Me: so far away!!
She: what do you mean?
Me: I left to work some where else!!
She: how come you didn't tell me??? why did you do that?
Me: what did you want me to say? that I am about to kill my dreams? that I'm about to finish a journy of hope and pleasure?
She: why aren't you answering?
Me: I just wanted to leave, I couldn't bare saying goodbye
Me: You are a big Liar!!!! Tell her that you couldn't remember her ... tell her that you didn't want to suffer one more time!!!
She: but I wanted to see you!!!
Me: I wish I'm dead

What that is?

It's what is so called "Fate"!!! .. it's the starnge power that controls our lives, as if we are some dummy toys to be manipulated at any way ...

But how come we have feelings?

To make us know the game, it's only away that makes us feel this manipulation, and also know that we can't do anything without it ... that's why tears were made, to express anger against this game; laughter, to hide the since of that game, and the list go on...

But why I have to feel what I'm feeling?

This is way beyond any power you know, this feeling has not been created to hide any game or manipulation, on the opposite my friend, this particular feeling was made to make you feel the sweetness and greatness of such game, it was created in order to make appreciate life, but you can't understand it!!!

:rose:

29/4/2006